Feels kind of good to wake up a tad bit earlier today.
I wished mum was free so we could go eat our fave
breakfast but then there is my nephew.. -.=
hope sonia is having a good time.
i miss her and i wanna talk to her.
:'(
didn't pick up her call from overseas yesterday.
i should shoot myself in the head.

i didn't have a good night yesterday..
was having these really strange dreams,
i was chasing after someone in like some
ghetto area, i was running real hard but i just couldn't
catch up, and that person was like scorning me,
and said some stuff that made me cry, and i could
feel very upset. Worse, it was raining.
SO EPIC.
Woke up with a start and there were tears in my eyes.
i know i had a few other dreams but i just can't remember them.
all of them were kind of depressing.
amazingly enough i feel refreshed.
and like awake. which is weird. because i'm definitely not a morning
person.

I guess there's no point.
I have no idea why am i so annoying.
i am the most foolish person ever.
I do things that my brain tells me not to do
but my heart still wants to.
i need closure. i need to talk to you.
but i know once i get there i'll go ballistic.
so might as well avoid.
Avoid till the very end.
Sigh.
i feel defeated.
okay i got to go back to my work now.
what an anti-climax.
i know right.